It's time to let your love rain down on me

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 02:29:10 GMT

TO THE UNKNOWN~~~~~omg i love u wit to eath but sometimes u just have to b happy for urself and stop relaying on other people to make you happy.... its like verytime something goes wrong wit someone elses life ur unhappy and ur mean to other people that love u so b happy for u not for other poeple u talk about wanting to b an individual...b one i kno u can.. but w/e thats wat i think and im always here for u...and i love u... benz and i are happy goin on 1 month..... i have know this kid for 5 months and he never stops suprising me and makin me laugh.... well i love ya all ttyl peace

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 19:27:50 GMT

HAving fun being crazy!!!!!!!!!!! ummm... nothin to intresting hads been goin on. I love benz!!!!! and chelsy bear!!!!!!!!!!!!ok well ill ttyl later peace out.....

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 16:26:29 GMT

HELLO!!!!! so things have been really crazy theyve been like good bad worse ok lol its soo funny.. but i love u benz lol and chelsy ur the coolest bestfreind in the world.. and im sooo siked to see julie today!!!!!!!!! woot woot!!!! lol i am oo so random.....i have been reading so really awsome books...im in NC and i with my pimp ass cusins.. thats pretty sweet.... well i must jet but i love u ALLL I HOPE U HAD AND AWSOME CHRISTMAS AND are goin tohave a outrages new years eve much love kayla*****

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 21:22:36 GMT

HEY!!!!! lol I went out wit a friend FRIDAY!!!!! and now im just chillin.... SATURDAY i spent the day wit my best friend chelsy it was the shit son!!! ooo and................

LHS ARE STATE CHAMPS!!!!!!

lol parker and i were looking for this song lol and i found it lol we had it stuck in our heads for sum reasons lol!!!!!!!!!!!

"Absolutely (Story Of A Girl)"

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

Now how many days in a year
She woke up with hope
But she only found tears
Now I can be so insincere
Makin her promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearin the holes in the soles of her shoes
Now how many days disappear
When you look in the mirror
So how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

Now how many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this shit
Day after day
Now how did we wind up this way
Watchin our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearin the clothes or the soles that we choose
Now how do we get there today
When we're walkin too far for the price of our shoes

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

[Guitar solo]

Well your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a girl
Her pretty face she hid from the world
And while she looks so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her

This is the story of a - girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
Oh when she smi-iles!

WELLL im out i love everyone g2g peaceout!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 22:02:59 GMT

SIGH.... lol I dont know....really confused o well... ill just sit it out ...lol im so just talking.. blah bye...

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 20:27:20 GMT

soo i broke up wit mitchell .. i just idk you know how like u wont to like someone but u just cant ... idk... but so one of my friends that ive had for awhile hes like a big brother to me.. well like we were tlakin last nite and idk i think that something mite happin there but i dont were gunna hangout tomorrow and this weekend so im excited for that.....i love chelsy just bc.........lol alrite well yea im out dogs i love everyone... peace out

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 14:24:05 GMT

well guys lets seee so i have been talkin to mitchell for about a month then like 2 fridays ago he asked me out so we have been dating for 1 week and 5 days lol hes great though lol and hes gunna come up to north carolina wit me after christmas with my family and stuff so im excited about that....so yea me and my dad arent getting along but wats new lol...thanksgiving is well it is wat it is alot of family time but hey wat can u do........alrite well im out oo and benz AND I HAVE been hangin hes a good friendok yea im done luv ya bye guys

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 16:36:11 GMT

bryan and i broke up but thats ok....it was for the best but now im talkin to a kid named mitchell hes cool and nice and were goin to see a movie tonite....i watched lakeland kick kathleens but last nite woot woot....chelsy is here like usawall every weekend... lol dude we got busted for sneakin out last weekend lol it was crazyness...o well chelsys talkin to this kid named parker lol and last sunday we went paintballing wit mitchell last weekend... it was cool then halloween was cool to.. lol and yea i ve been workin alot so i have alot of money....im weird funny happy..lol im crazy.. idk alrite well im out im goin to eat some ice cream and watch a movie peace....

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 22:52:44 GMT

ummm... lol lets see things are good lol i dont know wat to say ... hmmmmmmmm... party raineys next weekend woot woot woot i cant wait... im good things are good lol and getting better sooo be happy i love u all...

Loving you is unexplainable......

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 20:03:57 GMT

so everythings still pretty fucked up except bryan called me last nite and we talked for hrs and like everythings ok wit us somethings have been really rough for him these past few days but its all good..i got to talk to him about everything that was bothering me and so im doin better .....i have reaginals for cross country sat there gunna b hard... blah ummm game tomorrow sat im gunna see bryan and chelsy and then i dk wat im doin but alrite i luv yal im out peace

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 19:59:10 GMT

I havent done anything wrong..i dont understand why everythings getting so fucked up....trishas mad at me and so is myles...bryan hasnt called me in a week so thats over school is fucking hard..im screwing up left an right... and i dont know why...or wat to do....

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 18:17:06 GMT

so friday i hung out with chelsy and we went to the youth club and layed out and then we got to see and justin and hunter and bryan....we didnt go to the game we were supose to go to the movies but then chelsy and i went an suprised bryan and we all hung out then we all walked back to my house and chilled and party and it was fun i love bryan he great!!!!!!

saturday chelsy and i got up did some stuff and she chilled out while i got ready for homecoming by the way it was a blast.....

and today im just chillin out... i had a good weekend yea....

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 00:21:08 GMT

sooo yea things have been great lately.......

im super happy....

ive had strep lol but chelsy comes over everyday after school and brings me stuff so its all good..............

trisha and i our good so im happy about that

<> .......I love bryan

And chelsy and everyone else...... <

and im so siked about this weekend woot woot... GO LAKELAND!!!!! we play lg this friday and were gunna kick there ass!!!!!!!! woot woot

lol alrite luv ya bye

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 20:32:01 GMT

lol life is good!!!!!!!!

I have a boyfriend and his name is bryan......

chelsy is my best friend ever!!!

shay and lindsey dont say anyhting to our family lol

shay im glad u had a great time on ur honeymoon

school is great im doin fablous in my classes

im goin to homecoming with my best friend myles.....

life is pretty good rite now and im super happy......!!!!!

i love every1 bye

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 21:56:23 GMT

so i met someone lol and chelsy met someone lol and mines name is bryan and chelsys is sean lol and yea

last weekend best time of our lives and this pic explains it i love every1 and im soooooo happy

and i cant wait for home coming with my best friend myles and i love chelsy and yea im super happy!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol i love u chelsy and sean and BRYAN!!!!!!!!!! lol u all rock luv ya bye

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 19:08:19 GMT

DUMP!!!!! this depressing stuff lol.. yea some things suck but you get through them.....

anywho so yea myles asked me to homecoming!!!!!!!!! lol only like my best firend and me are gunna have the best time im soo siked.......

and yea im doin good in school and i have my first crosscoutnry meet today.. so thats gunna b awsome well im out i love u guys bye

p.s im haning wit chelsy friday nite and its gunna b the best ever

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 22:59:21 GMT

what you see might be me
what you see....
do you really know me?

no you dont.... im so stubborn and hardheaded and i know it.. im sorry but thats just how i am so i wont get hurt.. bc i dont think i could handle it if i got hurt, so i choose not to except it, and just to ignore it instead..

So yea............. im sorry........

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 00:15:18 GMT

i was thinkin about it today and it pisses me off.....it makes me mad that he means so much to me and.. that i mean so much to him and we have to live so far apart... this time i miss him more then ever.....and it hurts.....this time its gunna b hard to be ok with it....

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 18:03:44 GMT

Ok so yesterday was soo great.... i woke up at like 11 and then i went to rock the universe wit my church i sat my jim and cyd on the way to rock the universe and we all talked and it was fun lol.....

well then i met up with my friend jake now the story on jake..... lets seee i met him 2 yrs ago at camp and we really liked each other then lol and we were soo goofy well then i saw him this yr at camp and like nothin had changed it was like those 2 yrs we had between us werent there i mean we kept in touch and stuff but like seeing him for the 1st time in 2 yrs was crazy like we still had the same feelins for each other well then i got to see him last nite at rock the universe.. and wen like we first saw each other we just like smiled and laughed and hugged it was pretty much the best ever.we hug out most of the nite. and we held hands and hugged and stuff .. but the worst part was saying goodbye we both kno that wat we have for eachother well is wat it is but he lives 2 hrs away lol and that hole long distance thing doesnt really work... so we like how it is an it being wat it is wen we see each other so you never kno time will tell...but saying goodbye yesterday was hard.

ITs crazy wit jake like this summer i sat out on the dock with him and like told him everything and like all the bad and good an stuff but he was still ok wit me. with jake i could tell him the world and he would still b there for me.. how bad or good things are he would still b there.... and i think thats wat i love about him so much.....but we both keep in touch and lol well see each other again this summer.... CRAZYNESS i tell u lol

So yea then we got on the bus lol i fell asleep on jim dehnum lol then i got home at like 3 am lol but the nite was soooo much fun in all and im really happy!!!!!! i also got to see atun of people that i knew from camp lol so that was pretty awsome to...... alrite well i lvoe u guys bye

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 21:06:29 GMT

the brides mades

my pimp cousins

us gettin our groove on at the reception

gettin my hair done

my sex cousin

uncle and cousin

cousin shay and new husban steven

brides mades

grooms men

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:58:46 GMT

So yea hung out wit chelsy my lover yesterday lol walked the lake then we went out on a dock and sang really loud our favorite songs joey came and visted us for like 10 mins lol then we had to run home... and then jump in her sisters boyfriend truck and it was crazyness then i got home and got some news about my mom its pretty gay o well.............................

Then today school was good then it like monsuned so vitcotia and i walked to joeys house and hung out there then wen it litened up we walked to the yatch club went swimming and ate milk shakes and fries then got in the showers there cause we were cold then wen u we got out we realized we would still b cold bc we had no towles yea lol pretty crazy well im pretty happy i guess idk somethings on my mind and idk wat to do about it but itll b ok I LOVE TRISHA!!!!!!! VITCTORIA IS MY HOME DAWG and JOEY lol alrite well im dune peace out L town down yo slap a hoe lol alrite nite

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:49:54 GMT

1. Falling in love.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. Playing in the rain.

5. A special glance.

6 Getting mail.

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.

8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)

12. A bubble bath.

13. Giggling.

14. A good conversation.

15. The beach.

16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.

17. Laughing at yourself.

18. Holding a newborn baby.

19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

20. Running through sprinklers.

21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

23. Laughing at an inside joke.

24. Friends.

25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).

28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

29. Playing with a new puppy.

30. Having someone play with your hair.

31. Sweet dreams.

32. Hot chocolate.

33. Road trips with friends.

34. Swinging on swings.

35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

36. Making chocolate chip cookies.

37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

38. Holding hands with someone you care about.

39. Running into an old friend and realizing
that some things (good or bad) never change.

40. Watching the expression on someone's face
as they open a much desired present from you.

41. Watching the sunrise.

42. Getting out of bed every morning and
being grateful for another beautiful day.

43. Knowing that somebody misses you.

44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

45. Knowing you've done the right thing,
no matter what other people think.

Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 19:50:36 GMT

So yea things lately have been kinda tough.....

But im gunna do wat gency said and just brush it off....

its all good...............

and theres a guy, were talkin but, you never know.....

Today my daddy woke me up at like 12 and made me some eggs,and bakin and toast it was soo good.......

And then i just finished

playing in the rain it......................was.....great!!!

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 21:17:32 GMT

Hey guys i just got my cell FONE BACK WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!! the # is.....6404189!!!!!!!!! sooooo give me ur #'s so i can put u in my fone love ya bye

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 01:09:28 GMT

Im unhappy........

Everything can b going good..... but in the end im still unhappy....

im unhappy for weeks at a time...and its hard....